Khairi.

2010-09-25T04:26:00.002+08:00

Okay, hold it right there?

Why is everyone acting hard on me?

Do I choose to ignore it?

Do I try to fix it?

Or do I get rid of the lingering attachment to satisfy others and let it subside?

2010-07-30T13:19:00.001+08:00

A Year From Now.

Complete and total adoration,
My gift to you, my heart was yours.
In ten weeks you shaped it,
In one night you murdered it.
Torn from my chest and laid at your feet,
That first step you took was the worst.
Since then you've walked a thousand miles in silence and short remark,
I still have these memories,
But we'll never see what we could have been.
Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?
Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?
Remember, cause that's all you can do.
We'll never make another memory,
We'll never make another memory.
I wish I'd have died in your arms the last time we were together,
So I wouldn't have to wake without you today.
This time I thought things were real.
You said they were, what happened?
You were a priority, was I an option?
I let you see a side of me that I don't share with anyone.
Promises are just words unless they are fulfilled.
you knew from the beginning all I had to offer you was my heart,
I'm sorry that wasn't enough.
So, we'll go our own ways,
And hopefully you'll remember the things I've told you,
Hopefully you'll understand that everything I said was in sincerity.
A broken heart is not what I wanted from this,
But I guess I've learned from it.
But aren't you supposed to learn from your mistakes?
I don't consider this a mistake,
I just wish the story didn't end this way,
Cause I'm still in love with the person who helped me write it.
Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?
Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?

2009-10-04T04:22:00.002+08:00

up yours motherfuckers.

i'm having the time of my life.

you, destroyer of my life, thanks for ruining it.

no secret, you managed to make my name rot islandwide.

but what the hell, i have something better to take care of.

bye loser. to hell to your loser friends too.

barang sesiapa yang termakan lada, maka dialah yang akan terasa pedas.

2009-07-26T17:21:00.000+08:00

i know who betrayed me.

why am i not surprised.

2009-06-29T19:00:00.001+08:00

territorial pissings.

i will lead a new life, one day at a time.

hopefully all turns well.

i will be as honest as i can be.

righteous hopefully.

so to all that i have hurt or wronged, i'm really sorry.

let us all lead a normal life minus hatred.

thank you.

i no longer will hate anybody.

2009-05-29T10:23:00.002+08:00

poseidon, look at me.

dreams swept his feet off reality.
look at him as he quivered in silence.
laying by the ocean, bleeding miracles.
battered he'll be, pain before pleasure.

2009-04-22T03:19:00.001+08:00

never one.

can't bring myself .

2009-04-11T19:22:00.002+08:00

Let you see life in technicolor.

2009-04-05T14:24:00.002+08:00

Still irregularities up in this bitch.

Am I getting too old to not be serious?

Am I reaching an age where age matters?

Is it time to talk about commitments yet?

idk.

I'm being rushed to declare early NS.

Being rushed to decide to sign on or to go get a degree or to go grab a dick.

I think I wanna be a sculpture dad.

Sculp shapes of dicks.

Like I'm obsessed of it.

And place it in important places in Singapore.

Then flee to Malta.

Heheheheheheheheeuehuhaeueheuheuhue.

2009-03-15T04:11:00.002+08:00

Don't wake me up from this dream please.

The king loses grip of his kingdom.

He weeps silently. Alone.

Wishing he'd see her right now at this moment.

For he treasures her like a hidden secret.

Gosh I miss you so much.

2009-03-11T06:04:00.001+08:00

random.

i hate myspace.

go listen to The Lonely Island.

greatest fake MCs.

2009-03-03T09:48:00.002+08:00

Vindicate.

I'm sick.

1)Literally.

2)Of drunk men. I'm not specifying what race but you'd get what I mean when I stereotypically say that they get ABC or Guinness for breakfast.

3)Of accidents. I've been a careful rider especially with my new job but #2 caused my latest accident. God bless that motherfucker.

4)Of the rain. Global warming fucked up the Mother Earth real nice.

5)Of my cough. I've been coughing a lot it became a bitch.

6)Of my flu. Usually a package with the cough and optional fever. Kinda reminds me of Fix having his class tee with 'FLU' on it. HEH HEH HEH.

7)Of that guy. The guy on my previous post. He's a sexual spouse predator. Stay away.

Now who can blame me for being cranky all the time?

2009-02-23T08:18:00.003+08:00

angsty morning. don't ask. i'll tell.

what a big piece of shit you can be.

you're insecure.

you can't even secure what you want.

you don't even know what you want.

you don't understand people because you can't even understand yourself.

stories after stories you didn't know what happened to your sorry life but look, you can't even justify your own actions. Hah!

jargon whatever gibberish you might wanna, just wanna let you know my UNTRIED fists are eager to say hello to your bloody thick-skinned face.

2009-02-16T04:23:00.001+08:00

Cravings.

Both also cannot touch =P~~~

Dream MX goggles.

2009-02-14T07:48:00.003+08:00

utter struggle. i'm not mad. i'm just wondering why.

it definitely feels good having the girlfriend back.

i'm not someone who can handle struggles with a breeze.

check back last sentence,i dont know what i'm talking about.

but school's almost ended. actually i was pretty lost during my final semester.

so lost that i don't even know what i'm waiting for now.

but double job is a yay for me.

hardwork is the new playtime now. ok actually i'm bad at keeping up with my finances.

i guess its not that i'm broke, i just decided to put my money elsewhere. selfish asshole.

okay dont blog if i'm sleepy! go la. pbbfft.

2009-02-09T04:46:00.001+08:00

I see sunshine coming after the rain.

hari ini baby balik! arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.....

2009-02-06T17:03:00.000+08:00

*Droolssssssssssssssssssss*

I need to go batam for this. Anyone?!

2009-02-06T06:26:00.001+08:00

Pictures of you.

faster come back. i don't see any signs of recovery. maybe i just need you by my side.

2009-02-04T03:38:00.003+08:00

God was on my side. A miracle happened!

2009-01-29T05:42:00.000+08:00

can't wait for power. next ride.

i....smell....250excf.

2009-01-29T05:10:00.002+08:00

what a place to live.

i mean, if you're too snobbish to at least acknowledge when i'm looking, don't even think of saying hi to my girlfriend.

at least if i've seen you say hi to me a couple of times, no motherfucker would've bothered if you wanna do whatever fucks gotta do.

2009-01-28T12:30:00.002+08:00

Am I really that bad?

I used to be in a band that plays alternative. The Circa Survive kinda pieces. Liked what they played. Its tough, but I loved it.

This is what he said when he first took me in.

"Kau main mcm mana peh tak bagus, lambat tangkap pun tak kisah, janji kau committed."

No matter how lousy or slow you are, I won't mind so long as you're committed.

After a few weeks of jamming, right in front of my face, someone with cymbal kit bags entered.

"Khai, nari kau sit aside eh? aku nak pakai dia nari ah. pasal kita da last minute."

Khai, today you'll sit aside as I wanna use him for drums today. We're running out of time.

My first gig, i had to share the drums with him. I played some he played some. Oh boy, it feels so good that i could cum in my pants.

The next thing I know, thats my one and only gig with them, hasn't contact me ever since. and now they sound fuckin' good.

Oh well. I can't get the good stuff can I?

2009-01-27T06:00:00.003+08:00

6.01AM. Some error made me type my post all over again.

missing you too love. you're gonna fly off soon! sigh.

don't blog about work. even though you weren't explicit about it. dangerous.... =)

finally i filled a full tank on my bike. needa go JB more often. haiyah!

2009-01-26T06:25:00.000+08:00

Feb9, 07. Multiply.

"in this notebook of mine
i wished all i've written were picturesque memories.
but when sorrow beckons,
you know you have to outrun it.
so you pen it down vividly
as the earth came crashing down on you.
the stale aftertaste lingers,
you asked me why won't i be happy.
i told you that life's a bitch.
you called me weak.
so i lived in pretention and said life's all good.
you came back telling me i'm naive and shallow.
now tell me, why would i die happily?"

2009-01-25T17:32:00.001+08:00

idk.

heha.

2009-01-19T06:25:00.003+08:00

this picturesque indulgence is evident in this lovely captivity

she's been sick. poor little girl. better recover soon alright! else i'll buy more vitamins. NYAHAHAHAHAHAHAH STUFF YOU DOWN LIKE A DEMON! ok sorry don't bite me later.

like people always say, when you enjoy first, suffer later.

currently going thru that. but its okay. somehow i will offset my instalment later.

doing up the baby will be in moderate. else, the girlfriend will eat my head off.

post is deleted. person is forgiven. so everybody, say hello to my frieeeeeenddddd.

not new friend, not old friend. just a forever kinda friend. bro, don't need to be angry already hor?

2009-01-15T04:54:00.000+08:00

bear with me.

i miss my girlfriend.
i miss my girlfriend.
i miss my girlfriend.
i miss my girlfriend.
i miss my girlfriend.
i miss my girlfriend.
i miss my girlfriend.
i miss my girlfriend.
i miss my girlfriend.
i miss my girlfriend.
i miss my girlfriend.
i miss my girlfriend.
i miss my girlfriend.
i miss my girlfriend.
i miss my girlfriend.
i miss my girlfriend.
i miss my girlfriend.
i miss my girlfriend.
i miss my girlfriend.
i miss my girlfriend.
i miss my girlfriend.

i can go on for years.

2009-01-08T13:18:00.001+08:00

What a day, what an experience!

2009-01-06T11:31:00.001+08:00

Am I overdoing it?

2008-12-18T07:07:00.002+08:00

angry thoughts aside. happy pills are here!

zoukout again, please?

2008-12-06T02:54:00.001+08:00

Its the day!

2008-12-05T01:00:00.000+08:00

scotch on the socks.

are you scaring me?

2008-12-03T01:51:00.001+08:00

The jocks down under are hunting me.

i was hoping you'd save me from hell but i disappointed you so fuck myself.

i deserved it.

2008-11-22T21:07:00.001+08:00

uh-oh part 2. but nobody'll know anything.

i guess its just my nature.

2008-11-19T04:33:00.003+08:00

Sleepless Night by khaejrje sosrowardoyo.

countless and timeless of times
as i stood and i thought through
this endless jetpack setting.
these hard times i'll get through.

wishful sofa series
plain lust and temptation
but with you its just heart
no explanation.

opera masks, faces of hope
dramatized events brought to life
a reborn, refined man
no turning back to my blunt knife.

shimmer some light, but rain on me
i'm halfway in, but i'm ready
across the seven seas i'm enduring
lets go tie this knot already!

keep this smile on my face, love. please.

2008-11-19T04:29:00.003+08:00

i hate this feeling.

uh-oh.
uh-oh.
uh-oh.
uh-oh.
uh-oh.
uh-oh.
uh-oh.
uh-oh.
uh-oh.
uh-oh.
uh-oh.
uh-oh.
uh-oh.
uh-oh.
uh-oh.
uh-oh.
uh-oh.
uh-oh.
uh-oh.
uh-oh.
uh-oh.
uh-oh.
uh-oh.
uh-oh.
uh-oh.
uh-oh.
uh-oh.

what's wrong with me.

my tummy hurts.

i need ciggies.

loadsa them.

2008-11-18T00:44:00.002+08:00

you just complete my life la siak.

the babies =)

2008-11-06T01:49:00.003+08:00

Wee-hour contemplation.

I feel like i'm thinking aloud. Hah!

2008-11-06T01:42:00.001+08:00

back to school with honda part 2.

i wouldn't trade my life for another as of now.

happily happy.

i just wish i can meet src more often tho.

2008-11-03T00:12:00.001+08:00

hahahahahaha.

iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

wantttttttttttttttttttttttt

newwwwwwwwww

handlebars and fenders and metal mulisha cap!

2008-10-30T03:00:00.000+08:00

eh? eh? eh?

welcome to the good lifeeeee...

2008-10-27T11:06:00.000+08:00

whines.

medical certificate ceased validity.

whines.

whines.

whines.

whines.

whines.

I'm not healed yet!

2008-10-27T00:57:00.001+08:00

danteplaxion.

my recent chain of events have been everything but BAD.

i've enjoyed every single moment of my recovery.

especially since the inclusion of someone that i will hold dearly from now on.

fucker's in love!

2008-10-21T16:20:00.003+08:00

I'll get dirtay witcha. Makeover soon.

2008-10-21T15:38:00.006+08:00

Hanyakamuakubisamendampingibuatmasayangsusahini.

<3

2008-10-20T21:36:00.002+08:00

hello happiness.

looking forward to my message tone every morning. yeah i keep your photo now.

even though i can picture you every single time i wanted to.

presence well felt. well appreciated really.

but i wished i didn't go to jb on such a rainy day. tough luck bro. learn mistakes.

2008-10-19T16:52:00.002+08:00

Yay.

in love again.

to the point of i dont know.

HAHA!

her boyishness just irks the fuck out of the attraction towards her.

2008-10-06T04:27:00.000+08:00

Axe are two hundred.

I WANT IT NOW! NOW NOW NOW!

2008-09-27T03:38:00.001+08:00

past.present.future.

i really miss you. sigh.

2008-09-03T04:04:00.001+08:00

Woo miniclips!

I'm done with school and now I'm playing miniclips like nobody's business.

2008-09-03T01:25:00.003+08:00

Worthless post.

Miniclips is the reason I haven't been doing work and sleeping late. Bleagh!

I think Rosalyn Lee is cute.

Woo! Juice September. =)

2008-09-02T06:59:00.003+08:00

Sorry for not growing up just the way you wanted it, its because you didn't nurture me the way i wanted it.

Dear Big Sis.

I can never succeed in making my mum the most understanding mum in the whole wide world.

I feel your pain.

And I always knew what you wanted all these while war of words occur.

Its just that when you see there's no way out of it you just ignite the flame because you're disappointed.

I never fail to try.

But I always failed.

And I edited this post.

I excluded expletives already.

2008-09-01T02:33:00.004+08:00

Come, Ramadhan. Embrace yourselves because its the dawn of a new age within us all.

I'm such a new man if I manage to fast the whole month. =)

Oh, I'm so over you. I only found myself to love now.

Haha.

Who's for a whole new chapter of your lives? Stop eating during daytime! Heha.

2008-08-26T11:41:00.001+08:00

Receptacle.

i'm sick of being below average. i failed 2 pracs and dropped my mp3 player twice yesterday.

everything in my life is below average.

no, maybe i'm just not grateful enough.

sigh.

anywayyyyyyyyyys.

anybody wanna join me be an SPCA volunteer?

hit me up.

2008-08-25T00:15:00.000+08:00

Looky looky its me!

2008-08-22T04:40:00.002+08:00

Raw.

I've been a bad team player in my final year. I don't know. Maybe obsession for 22nd Sept is running while. I'm not setting my target straight. Calm down Khai.

Yes, I'm jealous. What a jerk. No you're not a jerk. You just don't know how I feel. Sorry.

Can somebody please just sit down with me, listen to me, and keep me at bay.

I can't promise happiness. But I can promise endless something something.

I can't promise anything! Bleagh. I've lowered myself to a man of 'no use being with'.

Captivity, so depressing.

CMC, so far away.

Sometimes I don't even know if I'm an optimist or a pessimist.

"Cock uppppp..."

I think I left my brain in my dreams. Kanina.

2008-08-17T01:12:00.002+08:00

Look what came thru the mail today!

20% cheaper straight from the states =).

i love ebay.

2008-08-16T00:27:00.002+08:00

TEMBABNYA DIA! COMEL SEH. TAKLEH ANGKAT. GRRRR.

new infatuation yet again. no, its actually an addition.

i'm in love with two people at once.

girls or guys, might be both i dont know.

comawhite is dead.

seriously.

don't blame me.

blame lack of practice.

going against your word. this attitude sickens the fuck outta me.

i mean, i admit doing it too. but usually its sleep-related.

but for people who claim to love what they do, full of shit.

2008-08-12T02:03:00.001+08:00

LOVE.

Today was awesome.

Its a waste one couldnt join.

2008-07-30T12:22:00.002+08:00

uncyclopedia will make you laugh your asses all night.

extracted from uncyclopedia.org

Scrum Half: Some like to think of this back as an honorary forward (Or midget in most cases). I myself tend to think of the No. 9 as half a fairy. While the toughest back almost always fills this position, this idea is almost laughable - kind of like the hottest fat chick. The scrum half's presence is tolerated by the forwards because they know that he will spin the ball to the rest of the girls/gays in the backline who will inevitably knock the ball on and allow them the pleasure of another scrum. The No. 9 can take pride in the fact that he is the lowest numbered back and that as such he can be considered almost worthwhile.

Back 3: These players are the 3 sissy little girls of the team they hide behind every one and when they get the ball kick it away and run away to their mummies.

Now about soccer. Arsenal and Chelsea to be exact.

No. 3 Bacary Sagna Had a horrific accident with radioactive spaghetti as a child, and ever since has spaghetti strands that grow out of his head.

39. Le Sulk(Nicolas Anelka): The newest addition to Chel$ki Abramograd F.C. He is widely known for his habit of switching teams 23 times every 10 minutes, which often causes massive confusions in matches when he randomly changes his uniforms. In a 1996 match between Arsenal and Chelsea, he was spotted on the pitch running around with a real madrid uniform. Only ten minutes after that had he been transferred to Millwall, and only 5 minutes later, after he found out that they were SCUM, he decided to sign for AC Milan. He has become another GLORY HUNTER like the rest of the Chelsea squad.

2008-07-29T00:16:00.002+08:00

recepticle of shit.

year 1 winger: 3 full matches. year 3 winger: 10 mins.

I'm starting to think that nobody believes me as a player.

The look that Sam gave me when I asked to start a game.

Its like looking at a pile of shit calling me a piece of shit.

chowcheebye.

i had hope for these 3 years of hogging in this sport.

but for the first time, what i think about when i was in year 1 didn't matter anymore.

time for me to step up. if he's not choosing me, maybe i switched to a wrong football code.

K:"Fuck I didn't play today."
N:"Chill la brader, I'm here at the bench, relaxing."
K:"Yeah, but I'm in year 3!"
N:"Fuck, I'm a national player!"

Errrrr......

2008-07-27T17:40:00.003+08:00

Why didn't you reply my Short Message Service?

Last night they played the song I called our own.
Past memories unfolded.
Let it enfold me.

2008-07-26T01:57:00.002+08:00

Until The Day by Khaejrje Sosrowardo.

Until the day I die,
You're the one I speak about.
To the grandchildren, to the residents.
45 years and beyond.
Giving me the final but correct lessons,
About eternal, undying love.
Knowing it is important,
Not to lose sight of the stars above.

Until the day I see wedding bells,
I promise to arrange my vows,
One sentence at a time.
Even scrambled phrases,
I'll take into account.
Most important thing is,
Spare us from the unnecessary scuffles,
Impolite interruption of others we condone,
But likewise of each other, let it be done.
And over.

Until the day I call you my own,
I'll look you from afar,
Like the rainbow laid across the sky,
Far from sight but near in my heart,
This feeling kept blooming day after day,
No matter how much I want to know how you feel,
Its this feeling that keeps me at bay.

2008-07-24T01:15:00.003+08:00

Never back down.

I'd rather be injured than be sitting there like one motherfucker.

If they're not gonna give me that spot and give it to some 17-year olds, I might as well just get it myself.

I'll try until I hurt myself. Or hurt someone. I don't give two shits about it.

Time is running out.

Fuck competitions.

2008-07-21T02:07:00.003+08:00

John Jackson.

"I can't really explain it
I'm so into you now
I wanna be more than a friend to you now
...
There's no reason to have a friend or two now
Because the kid's ready to tell how he feel in a few vows
Maybe, I speak in general now
But girl, I'm a do whatever just to keep a grin on you now"

It's official. I'm in love.

2008-06-29T14:16:00.001+08:00

I'm weird I know.

I only see you once per week.
Sometimes not at all.
But I can remember how your hair smells like, anytime.
Sadly, you'll never be mine.

2008-06-25T01:46:00.004+08:00

Sobering truth about my so-called life.

People have been swearing at me lately. Am I that nasty?

Erwyn said I like this girl from my school who is a touch rugger and a malay.

There's only 2 malay touch ruggers I know. And i like neither.

He mentioned the girl's boyfriend. His friend.

His friend's name only struck one name in my head.

And i don't really like the girl. Thats the total opposite of 'like'.

zilch.

2008-06-17T08:36:00.001+08:00

Bah!

i wont wait another night, please.

because it makes me look like the substitute guy.

no way.

2008-06-16T00:13:00.002+08:00

undecipherable state of mind.

painful my ass. i'm the one watching painfully as you drift away with you and your so called on-off button.

thank you for ruining my night. your friends did a better job helping me settle in.

too much recepticle-bound materials happened which've left me torn between thinking that its karma for playing around with Izzat's Twin or its just sheer ill luck.

how the fuck am i supposed to know.

recent chain of events turned me into an angry but relieved man. contradicting i know. but messed up nutshell results in a messed up character.

i can't believe friendster are still filled with thick-skinned people asking for numbers under 'Comments' section.

i wouldn't risk being labelled 'desperate' just to get a number.

2008-06-13T01:28:00.003+08:00

As i find time to ponder...

Now I know how Tau Huay and Soya Bean Milk was once a definite staple diet.

Remember Mee Goreng from that shop in front of the hill?

And some kuehs as well.

Now I know why we used to watch Japan Hour as well.

Which reminds me of Japanese Dramas either dubbed into Malay or subtitled in Malay.

I'm glad I lived a nostalgic childhood.

One that make me feel an ache at my chest as I hold back my tears.

Because I lived these moments.

It was a well-knit and closely bonded community.

We lived one floor above our relatives.

We were so close with our cousins.

I got pulled by a rag and bone man once.

I can never forget that.

And Cik Ju. and Teck Ghee Community Centre.

Roti Kiwi.

The noisy dog that lived with the family next to Nyai's house.

The merry-go-round.

That penguin shaped playground with 3 swings.

And two turtles by the side.

Kak, I'm happy we grew up this way.

2008-05-14T15:39:00.003+08:00

I wonder.

How does it feel like having your grandfather around?

How does it feel like talking to your grandfather?

About how choices baffle you, how you can't decide what to do.

Or maybe if you should start a relationship with someone.

Tell you grandpa how beautiful women are.

How you hate this certain someone in school.

How you fail to sleep early and fail to wake up for school too.

Or is it just pure cinematic stereotype?

Are all grandfathers kind, gentle?

Or are some prone to reprimand you like how you hate it when your dad does it?

Are some are suffering that you can only talk and he can just smile?

I can't remember how it feels like.

I was 1.

I wished I had a grandfather.

A matured man who can help me run away from reality.

Paint surreal pictures of the first few cars in Singapore.

Effortlessly reminisce on how happy he felt migrating to Singapore.

Vivid mind pictures of working as a cleaner.

Telling me how fast I grow.

Into a fine young man.

No matter how screwed up I might turn out to be,

2008-05-13T15:47:00.001+08:00

Thy that don't be thereth shalt be circumcised.

Hi Guys! and Girls!
CREATIVE@HOME
Date: Saturday, 24th May 2008
Time: 6pm to 10pm
Location: Home Club
Ticket: $8.00 Per Entry (get it from the band)

The Atria
Portrait Lights
Duxton Plains
Elysee
Anna Judge April
Silhouette

2008-05-12T05:06:00.003+08:00

Kitchen Knife by Khaejrje Sosrowardoyo.

this pint seems too cold for me
tobacco burns enchantment away
i won't cry anymore.
not until time ceases my day.

who am i in this world now
painted masks, theatrical settings
stranger to a sorry self
recognition, what is there to worry?

typewritten misfortunes, courier at its finest
here comes another motherfucking lager
hungover morale, its a terrible waste
of youthful tasteless adventure

i wont be kept in captivitity
away from scenic catastrophes
because once i see my destiny
i'll never look back and see.

2008-05-04T05:43:00.001+08:00

blabbery.

never thought a new encounter would surface.

but i'm never ready.

anymore.

idk.

2008-04-29T02:16:00.001+08:00

When you sleep during my shift...

2008-04-22T00:45:00.002+08:00

Haha. Random Rants.

I almost ended my day on a bad taste. But some Russian Circles and Cinematic Sunrise made me think deep and I guess he has his own reasons of not letting me intervene. Mad respects bro.

I have a haywire taste for music and I'm proud of it as now I'm hungry to try out almost every genre that I developed likings for.

Facebook has loadsa applications and sometimes I get lazy. hahahaha.

I love to scream. As per screamo/hardcore/metalcore/casiocore/etc etc kinda scream. Not the girly yell.

I see Sean Kingston everyday.

2008-04-19T04:29:00.002+08:00

Gig Today.

And I can't fucking sell my tickets.

Fucking annoying.

God bless you guys when you need help.

I'm done paying to play. This shit needs to stop.

2008-04-09T01:51:00.004+08:00

Pulau Ubin!

Secondary School friends rock.

2008-04-01T09:35:00.002+08:00

Stupid fucks.

1 doubt confirmed. 1 more doubt to go.

i just passed my evaluation. 94%! perked my yesterday, even though its kind of late. flu was stoning me like a rock.

"so you're a rock? and a rock don't move? well rock moved!"

anyway. even though singapore literacy is on a high like no one's business, i think singaporeans lack fucking common sense. especially those train commuters.

do you corporate fucks understand the meaning of please move to the centre of the car?

you guys were squeezing your sorry ass off at the door area whilst there are enough room for me to sit cross legged in the centre.

gosh this is just why i don't want to take public transport anymore.

2008-03-30T02:00:00.002+08:00

Ok krystal here goes.

Actually lots of split thinking goes thru my mind everywhere i go.

Friday was enjoyment but at the same time embarrassment. And I wonder how will my puke vanish from that spot.

I'm over you, definitely.

But what happens next will baffle me. Big age gap or stranger. I have no idea.

Either way weird endings are always evident.

Wanted to write something about internship but I thought twice about doing it.

Haha.

I'm attaining a high degree of freedom that i wont trade anything with.

i'm being thrown away to another class. wth mannnnn.

sigh.

2008-03-18T00:21:00.002+08:00

I never said i was powerful, i said i was a wizard.

to that close someone. fuck whatever happened.

you made decisions, you never look back.

you'll have my fullest support.

sorry i couldn't entertain you much when you called in the morning.

i wished i did.

please get in touch with me.

i wanna be there listening ok.

2008-03-16T05:09:00.003+08:00

Entertain Yourself.

2008-03-12T01:43:00.001+08:00

chasing pavements.

2008-03-11T00:42:00.002+08:00

elephants are hunted for their tusks.

fucked up blogger is making me blog twice.

now i no longer have to mood to blog.

but anyway, its updated! how orgasmic.

life's great. i learnt that i should not work for certain group of people.

simply because they're stereotypically DIFFICULT.

and people nowadays tend to think they can judge a person just by knowing them for 2 weeks and barely talking.

anyway, internship's going to end in a months time.

how fucked up i am just feeling the workpace and its going to be gone.

i bet my batch's going to be forgotten just by a snap.

2008-01-18T19:10:00.000+08:00

frustrated.

i dont wanna do animation anymore.

but i will do it.

because nobody can go against whatever they call it.

i dont wanna do anything.

i have begun to discover why i suck so bad.

its due to being sick of these few people in this particular class in school.

who behave like the cream of the crop. especially those with fuck faces.

and noisy as motherfuckers.

ok rant rant rant.

fuck you people.

Because my balls very big.

2007-12-05T12:04:00.000+08:00

Deal or No Deal?

was kinda bored with VPT revision I decided to play Deal or No Deal.

after 5 tries, check this out:

i appreciate your help, but I'd prefer if you choose not to play cupid.

my family is the closest thing to my heart.

mom for the understanding, dad for the memories.

siblings for my traits and grown-up antics.

2007-11-23T18:35:00.000+08:00

Yikes!

You make me feel like I'm hideous like a haughty wizard.

2007-11-20T15:38:00.000+08:00

gross.

i suck at Maya.

i hate Maya.

i want to extinguish Maya.

i can't contribute if we have to use Maya.

i am not an asset if i have to use Maya.

i am not a team player if i have to use Maya.

i want to quit school.

2007-10-24T02:38:00.000+08:00

ARGH.

please.

2007-10-14T23:36:00.000+08:00

I'm a sad man.

France lost to a team that only has its Flyhalf to thank for their success so far.

Damn England.

Nonetheless, today, South Africa's playing. May you win.

Montgomery, du Preez, do something proud.

SOUTH AFRICA FOR THE WIN.

Final: England 0 South Africa 20.

2007-10-13T10:27:00.000+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya!

SP Rugby.

Sec4 Express.

Welcome to the festive season guys! Makaaaan.

Oh, have fun in Disneyland, Ryan. Gyeah.

2007-10-11T00:39:00.001+08:00

Boy that was really something, behaving like me.

What a joke, Khairi.

Faith is a gem in human's hearts.

Polished like its supposed to, heavens be rewarded.

Else, you're just a mistake.

Like me.

Clement, you're something I wanna be.

Bryan, your speed I yearn.

Percival, kick my ass so that I can kick some ass.

Actually I miss You. I haven't been thinking of You so much when I'm actually living Your world.

Please accept me again for I have sinned.

In the early morning run, with a backpack on my bag.

With an AK in my arms, and my shirt is full of sweat.

When I close my eyes, its you I see.

Hello, only in the water I am beautiful.

Lets do myself something good okay.

Run the streets like I'm some thug.

2007-10-01T01:55:00.000+08:00

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2007-09-19T04:28:00.001+08:00

Yay.

New layout.

Haha.

puasa tak?

2007-09-18T06:39:00.000+08:00

Government could have seen this coming. But...

SINGAPORE: Singapore Customs is clamping down on the demand for contraband cigarettes at the street level in order to curb smuggling.

Some 3,000 buyers who had bought contraband cigarettes from street peddlers were booked in the first half of this year.

This number is a four—fold increase over the same period last year.
Singapore Customs said the number of peddlers caught also went up by 20 percent from 381 in the first six months of last year to 456 in the first half of this year.

From January to June this year, 2.5 million duty—unpaid cigarettes were seized, up from 2.3 million over the same period last year.

Singapore Customs warned that buying, selling, conveying, delivering, storing and dealing with contraband cigarettes are serious offences under the Customs Act.

Anyone with information on smuggling activities or evasion of Customs duty or GST should contact the Singapore Customs Intelligence Hotline at 1800—233—0000 or email customs_intelligence@customs.gov.sg.

-yahoonews-

2007-09-08T06:26:00.001+08:00

Nothing else. Just you.

new love? uh-oh.

2007-09-05T12:06:00.001+08:00

No Seatbelt.

So, it's sad that doesn't suit you now.
And me fresh out of rope...
Please ignore this lisp, I never meant to sound like this.
So take me and break me and make me strong like you.
I'll be forever grateful to this and you.
It's only you, beautiful.
Or I don't want anyone.
If I can choose it's only you.
Fix me to a chain around your neck and wear me like a nickel.
Even new wine served in old skins will cheapen the taste.
I shot the pilot, now I'm begging you to fly this for me.
I'm here for you to use, broken and bruised.
Do you understand?
It's only you, beautiful.
Or don't want anyone.
If I can choose, it's only you.
But how could I miscalculate... perfect eyes will have perfect hate.
If I can choose, it's only you.
“We're wrecking” and I'm dry like a drum...
so fine I'll leave... we're spent... take our time...
measured... we slave for days.
It's only you, beautiful.
Or I don't want anyone.
If I can choose. It's only you.
But how could I miscalculate... perfect lies from a perfect hate.
If I can choose... it's only you.

2007-09-05T11:41:00.001+08:00

Please.

I need one more chance.

I just need it.

Badly.

Tell me I'll get it.

Please.

2007-08-27T00:35:00.000+08:00

i wished you learnt to figger the way i think.

2007-08-27T00:21:00.002+08:00

the one who made it function.

You.